Friday 17 January 2020

@ 2020

Fuji-q highland、ferris wheel

School;
Few months until spring break. Bunch of assignments left unattended. I love those assignments though, especially the ones related to 3-D modelling and character design and graphic design. It's just all this creative related works that needed to be completed, come at ones. There is no fun in rush in art. Anyway, work can be completed so yolo. Although am feeling really unmotivated lately. Lately, as in 3 years and counting.


Part time;

After a number of times (just twice really) after being told not to come late to work, and I still do because the weather is too cold and I am in love with the heater, I was scolded for the whole day. Meh, I do deserve it. But then again, because the man@boss would not stop picking on me for the rest of the day, it kinda annoyed the shit out of me. Got lectured for being late and work related things that I did wrong, debatable really.

And they do have this thing where, when they thought we could not understand them, they just cut us by saying

'まあ、いや'

which translate too 'mm nevermind' but which feels like 'well f this shit', well depends on tone of voice and facial expression. And it does not help because it makes us the 'gaijin' [gaijin;- (n) short for gaikokujin(外国人) which means foreigner. Also alien.] feels stupid. Although sometimes, kinda glad because you are lazy to talk to them anyway.

I wish not to take this seriously, I mean i look for job only for the money lol so yolo right. But then again, I don't want to be an ass.