is back,

THIS MIGHT BE A CALL FOR A USELESS UPDATE BUT

been missing for more than weeks as i was busy with preparation for midterm presentation and going back process,

Anyway, 

back here in the land of the rising sun. It is currently very hot, but i am happy as i got all my gears(art stuffs, camera, laptop) so i could spend the time left for creating.  Actually i have an idea of posting a v-log instead of writing a post but i was overwhelmed with how well my laptop handle this new editing software /cries/ i used to subscribe to Adobe premier but it crashes every time i click on a button. But this one feels promising. I just tried tweaking here and there and it was fun but im learning. Will post a footage later~

Currently on fifth day of quarantine, had a mental breakdown two days ago it was pretty bad it was hard to breathe. I don't know what triggered it because i was just fine in the afternoon. Could not sleep until sunrise. 

Oh oh oh 

I accidentally bought this new film camera it has not arrived yet but wth please yell at me for wasting my money /cries/. I am excited to shoot more film & digital of course but the heat makes me does not want to leave the house, it was like that in the cold too /sigh/. I just hate going out. It kinda make me realize that i really love malaysia's weather it was just right. I miss home. 

so i am currently learning about multiple software, editing and digital arts. Yes, i make digital arts and traditional art. My main medium is gouache&watercolor. Did not get the chance to talk about this but i have a link of my instagram art account at my sidebar it is @k1dcatno which means k1dcatの which is k1dcat's (art). Unnecessary explanation hee however if you like this kind of thing we could be friends. (k1dcat is my main username) 

That's for now i guess! C ya~

if you are an adult, this

 This thought came to me yesterday, 

My question is dear people who has started adulthood, age ranging from 22-30, what are you doing with your life? Like what drives you to keep living? 

Or are you just living and working. 

My point is whats the fun thing now? I mean as a students we always have a certain purpose like you know get straight As, get to good school, get to good university, graduate etc. And so now we are working so now the purpose is to get rich? I am not considering marriage in this because i have never been into a monkey love relationship even when i was a high school-er and stupid. So having to consider that into my life plan is out of the question. And especially as a girl it kind of ends with marriage. I mean not end of the world but you know usual thing like have kids, maybe do some business etc. 

Here I am thinking of  buying an electric guitar and take a piano lesson (woo two instrument ambitious i know I couldn't play heck of music), so basically just doing my hobbies but now with money. 

 Basically i plan to live my 22-30 like how i would live my life if i was a rich teenager. (with more self-control and careful planning)

Is it how it is for you guys? Is it how most people roll these days? I would appreciate comments. This is solely based on curiosity. 

Cheers.