Thursday 30 July 2020

a quiet, almost empty town; a station awayー相模湖

that gloomy summer day. (first met)

once in a random summer day, when most of us had already returned to malaysia for summer holidays and some of us did not(me & sum friends), i made a random hangout gateway day with me and a friend. A friend took me to this small town, idk i guess it is a town, located a station away from where we lives. Our plan was to look for sunflower field near fuji, but the friend asks me if i wanted to see it and i agreed. 

It is one station away but took quiet long to reach, anyway we arrived, it was early in the morning and the day was kind of gloomy. The town felt calm and nobody was around, i mean it was early in the morning. So the friend went on and show me this man-made lake as we walk further into the town, mind you i am not close with this friend, i had no friend friend kinda friend (you know what i mean), but as i am that kind of person who lives on adventure and impulsive choices here we go *que netflix intro*. So to break the ice we were just chillin and talking about stuffs, it was just the two of us so it was not awkward, i am bad with crowds but i can handle one person with no problem(HAHA). 

we ended up by this abandoned bowling alley. It was old....and abandoned. The window was broken. And stood or should i say lie down in front of the front door was a big ass doraemon statue(?) oh on this netflix series adventure i brought along my film camera so of course, i took a picture of it. 

yes just the bowling sign, because imagine taking the doraemon pic and develop it and noticing someone who is not us in it, no. Oh look at greens tho, yay vegetables. 

nothing in this adventure is meant to be horror, reminder. it all aesthetic and fun *chefs kiss*

and we got to the lake and sit on the bench, by the lake. the friend eating sandwiches while i drank my coffee because i cannot eat in the morning it makes me shit. And by the lake there were duck boats.
see how gloomy and foggy it is. You can rent it apparently, tho we did not. The guy at the store acts pretty friendly for a town that has not much people in it. And we just walk by the lake, up until this small road(?) that reminds me of the movie spirited away. There were the sound of water flowing from a bamboo water fountain nearby. It felt 'ZEN' lol. 
i wonder why. oh the shops were open but there were no people. it was the end of the road so we turned back. I took a few pictures and we left to the 

 
And then we walked back to the stations. There were some old people walking and we greet them, they smiled at us while talking to each other. Probably wondering why since maybe foreigner never went to this place after all? maybe. There were some cafes nearby we did not go tho, this place was not the main destination anyway. So we left for our next train. 
the cute cafe that we did not go ;(
The quiet-ness of the town kind of making me feel alive at some point. Feeling like going there again. Alone. 

And probably two weeks after that i brought a friend that comes visit me for summer, to this place. We walk and talk and take pictures. That day, it rained. 

 & summer ends. 

the heat resides and some of the trees go brown. autumn has started, more layers to the clothing, and before it ends i went again to the quiet town, a station away 相模湖 (read: sa-ga-mi-ko) 

to be continue!

p/s: so i finally write about my favourite town that a friend introduced after talking about making a post about it last year. I had to prepare for slides for meeting tmr but this is where i ended up. Wish me luck!
and oh google on your own risk *warning*(if you are easily scared like me cover your eyes first lmao)
相模湖ドラえもん to see the doraemon :D

Saturday 4 July 2020

(d.)we are not close but moments that might have reach this soul.

1. first, or maybe second year of college, probably just chilling outside the hall with some of the girls;-they were listening to some songs and one of them said this to me "you like this kind of songs right? slow songs but then got a rap along with it?". And i asked her how does she know that? I do like that kind of songs tho, for real, in fact i didn't even realize it until she put it into words. Then she said "of course, dah kenal berapa lama dah". She was not even a close friend, I don't have any in college. 

2. Presentation. Graph presentation. Japanese class. Obviously in japanese. Right after the presentation the class need to ask some question to the presenter for marks. It was my turn, one of the kid who is known for throwing/asking hard question raise his hand. I was presenting a graph about global warming. Question asked regarding "How does America affect the bla bla " something like that. I answer it, struggling with words but i managed to pull through while looking at his eyes. And i realized, oh those eyes do not want to bring me down, you know since he is known for asking hard question, those eyes want to help. Managed to get to the last word and getting a big nod from him. Like wishing me 'yazz you got it gurl'. 

3. Hearing what people think about me. English class, since im the quiet type nobody knows me, legit. It was my turn to present, i talk about inner beauty something like that. Quoting that person "it was the first time i saw you speak, felt like getting up my seat and give a big applause for the speech, good content". Honestly, i was rambling and nervous to the core. 

Honestly being the kind of person i am with absolutely no social life or friends,  as if in the icy cold cage that i have built around my heart, warmth comes visit.

Wednesday 1 July 2020

our 2-D boyfriend(s)



some instagram quick sketches ; then i put Klaus (Black Clover) as the face lol

How is it going for all of you. Seeing comments on my not so recent post really feels heart warming. Ever since that day i guess I have been watching a lot of animes. More than usual, i mean there are anime that i really liked since high school but these days I have been venturing for some good good stuffs. I used not to have much interest on them; anime. But i guess it is the boredom. Definitely worth it tho /cries/ 

I just finished this one old anime called NANA. It is from 2006 so the anime style is kinda classic, something like sailor moon vibe. Nevertheless it felt more natural? as in having proportional features such as body and eye size. The genre is 少女 {shou-jo}, slice of life. Plot wise, your typical young teenage life drama but the amount of betrayal i got is unbelievable. 

Recommended if you want something with plot twist and frustrations. It keeps me going though although manage to keep my frustration at par. Because usually i got frustrated with the character and never continue the story but this one kept me going. 43 episodes but the story is unfinished 🤡. I mean it did not stop in the middle it is just got discontinued after season 3? 4? I am too lazy to read the manga so i just deal with it lmao. 

Lately, from the young children of tik tok (definitely download it because of the art vids) haikyuu ? boku no hero academia? is like everywhere. Of course i watched all of them already. And already finished a bunch of them animes in order to keep my japanese going, otherwise when i got back i won't be able to utter a single word. My favourite so far is (excluding  the og) .... probably Black Clover ...even compared to Inuyasha. I watched Inuyasha because it reminds me of my childhood you know it used to air at NTV7 and I never got the chance to finish it. By the way why is no one talking about Black Clover enough /cries/ I meant I could not even find my favourite scene in youtube. 

I don't read manga because it does not help with my japanese lol. And reading really waste my time at the moment because I could not do anything when reading except drinking coffee. I could at least draw, drink coffee, listen to podcast while watching anime. No i cannot multitask that much i just have short attention span lmao. 

Lately final year thesis is rotting my brain. I don't know what is it but it is really stressing me out like I don't even decide my research topic yet what the hell. Need someone to discuss with /criess/

So kids be happy, continue collecting 2D boyfriends!

p/s: please do share some of your favourite anime if you have any!!