Hello whats good.
I AM updating this in real time hehe. finally my camera has arrived! It is a point and shoot film camera. I have always wanted a point and shoot camera, i owned one already but this one the film winds automatically. I don't want to explain in detail but this one got a digital touch to it. It is not my first film camera though, it is my third actually and the cheapest among them.
RICOH RZ-800
I bought a wrong battery by accident and now I have the wait for the right one to arrive. And i can't wait to go out and take pictures again but I don't know where to go. Nature is the best in my opinion but I could not find a place. I am in Tokyo, and sometimes I got pretty jealous of the one who lives away from the city. I would still prefer the city because public transportation lol but they have a bunch of pretty place that is fun to go alone. Going to places alone is fun but then when your hobby is taking pictures sometimes, you want a picture of you/sigh/
lunch today by my housemate.
I have a lot of things i want to do before school starts but I cannot lift my finger. I cannot get out of bed and the cycle repeats. I am honestly exhausted. This pain makes me feel like i am letting go of a precious chance that does not come twice in life. And I could not take it, because i am mentally unable to. That sucks. Probably in a few years from now I am sure I will regret it, maybe blame myself for it. But by then it is already to late.
I have other plans. Like you know go back and get treatment and try to live. But still contemplating. Not moving.
"It is an illness it can't just go away."
I wish it did, because I have shit to do.
Nah sorry for another depression talk i am honestly sick of it too. Anyway, can't wait to use this camera! That's just it for now. Ciao.