Nah.
But sometime, don't we all just wished to be heard? Does it have to matter? Does it have to carry that much value. Does it have to sound proper and high profile.
I don't even know. But I stop myself from posting because later I felt stupid about it.
However agreed on the 'wished to be heard' part.
These days, on the days that i don't get to forget and just be carried away by another fictions into the dimensional world, absorbing myself into a story arc to another amazing complicated story arc, putting myself in the shoes of those characters in the plot, pretending my judgement against their choices matter like i am a close friend of the main character or something. Getting carried away by emotion kind of makes me feel alive at one point. Anger, disappointed, disagreement, jealousy, feeling those emotion rush in your blood.
Entertainment is there for a reason huh. It helps you escape, helps you forgets.
Downside of being alone is, you only hear yourself. It makes me feel dumber at one point. Reality I had no one to talk to. Does not have to be something important just sometime hearing opinions. I don't know why it matter, but I want my voices to be heard. And hell, this mind never shut the effed up.
If you got something inside you that you bottled up for so long to the point like it is too much now that to let it out requires you to start explaining from the beginning, but it is too much, you don't even know where the beginning is.
As a result of overthinking(my guess, I don't believe that you could pass the limit of thinking but apparently that is what is called when it ends up harmful; in a negative way), for the first time in my life i told myself i want to disappear. Not dying in a place nobody would find you, but more like disappear.. as in cease to exist. Like when thanos snapped his finger and everyone went puff.
Like puff. That day, I definitely want to go puff.
It goes on for weeks before it went away.