kodak, last summer.
sometimes, time where this pandemic does not exist yet i believe (yes there were those times). i kinda wish this world would just stop going so fast and you know, just chill for a bit. i hope graduation can just chill, looking for a new job can chill, starting new life as an adult can chill. and now we have everything literally stagnant, the economy is dropping and we have so many days to sleep!
everything finally goes the same pace as i did. not remembering the days. wake up, eat and sleep on repeat. maybe, i was not really living back then. since i figured out people actually getting bored being inside their house, i thought oh, they used to have a life, how nice. while, this has been me all these times. maybe, i was not living, just surviving. making sure the waves crash but does not drown me. am i depressed. i hope not. i hope im just socially awkward and sad.