Heads up .

I was okay .

I was okay .

I was normal .

But then just because of one thing that triggered it , it came back like a big oar and suddenly i am in the middle of the sea. Waiting for the wave to crash me. Then i found myself sinking deep again . I couldn't think , it doesn't take that much for it to come back. Just one simple thing. Makes me wonder how weak i am as a person. After that, i stopped living for a moment. Till the oars calm done. Till the sea calm again , the storm stopped. I am all alone at the shore again but i am okay . Waiting to be drag back to the middle of the sea, got crashed and sink again, until i end up back on the shore.